Watermelon, Wagyu, Venison, Donut


Though I wrote a few days ago about this past weekend’s cooking adventure, I still have some residual thoughts rolling around my head about it. I tried to be ok with telling myself “Well, I tried something different this time, so this little adventure is ‘about’ something else”, but that felt unsatisfying and I wasn’t sure why.  It’s not because I was being overly self-critical, though I realize the mood of that last post smacked of that. It was…something else.

I had a conversation with a pretty cool friend named Trish this week at work that chanced upon something that resonated with me. We were talking about the satisfaction derived from doing one’s own thing, and how it was important to keep tabs on the elements of whatever that thing is that strike the loudest chords within each of us.  Trish just finished showing some of her photography in a gallery context and — faced with the expense of having invested so much time and money into printing, framing, and transporting all her art — had gotten a little distracted exploring ways to sell some of her photos to allow her to continue working. It was bumming her out, and she noted that she wanted to get back to doing the stuff that made her fundamentally happy. It’s easy to get distracted during creative endeavors, and getting caught down a rat-hole that doesn’t directly fuel one’s passion can be detrimental.  It’s important to keep a sense of time and place when exploring, and if it feels like the current path is leading away from happiness rather than towards it, knowing how to back out is vital.

There was a thing that resonated with me when I ate at Alinea the first time: it was the thoughtful craftsmanship exhibited by artists using food as a medium. I wanted to play in this sandbox too, and the more I learn the more I realize that I’m dipping my toes in an ocean, not a puddle. There’s a vast sea of knowledge out there to suck up, and I want to do that with care and patience. I want to be friends with likeminded people, to collaborate with them, to learn from them and share what I’ve learned with them, and above all to just be very considerate and thoughtful about this thing we’re creating. I currently know enough to know that I don’t really know anything, and that’s both exhilarating and intimidating.

I state all the above not for anyone else, but for myself. I’m writing it down so that I can look back and remind myself that this is the thing I really like.  There’s no need, pressure, or obligation for me to feel like I constantly have to one-up myself or do more and more crazy things to keep this interesting for myself, my friends, and for anyone who cares to join me by reading this. I have to keep this in mind.

Mike noted to me early this week that while he enjoyed himself Sunday night, he would have been just as happy (or happier, even) to have just one fancy dish, then gotten to sit with me and eat pizza and shoot the shit for the night. I was so focused on trying to really blow things out of the water that I bit off more than I could chew, and this left me with no time to really hone and craft things the way I would have liked (and would have derived a lot of satisfaction from), nor time to spend with everyone who’d come over to hang out. I think I’ll try not to do that again.

I spent the last several days remaking most of the dishes I served, composing them a bit more carefully, and taking the photos I’d have liked to take originally. First up is Watermelon, Tequila, Lemon Verbena, Licorice: watermelon ice capsule with tequila cream inside, grapefruit shortbread, licorice syrup, lemon verbena pudding, watermelon ice pudding, dehydrated candied grapefruit zest, Bud Light Lime Gel, grapefruit cells, and cilantro pop rocks.

Owners of the Alinea cookbook will recognize that this recipe isn’t in there…it’s my own. I feel slightly proud of the Watermelon pudding/ice, as it’s made with Agar (which needs to be cooked to hydrate), but watermelon juice takes on a different taste when cooked and I wanted it to taste fresh and raw. I got around this by just heating a small portion (100g) of the watermelon juice, adding agar and whisking to dissolve then turning off the heat and whisking in the rest of the raw watermelon juice before immediately chilling. I had to do this carefully…if I suddenly add cool watermelon juice to the oversaturated watermelon-agar mixture it seizes up because of the sudden temperature drop and the two won’t mix. I wish the verbena gel would have ended up a bit more green, as the browns and pinks aren’t super-pretty to me, but I think the overall concept isn’t bad.

Next is Alinea’s Kuroge Wagyu, Squash, Yogurt, Smoked Paprika Taffy, featuring wagyu from Snake River Farms. Two super-interesting things about this dish for me were the taffy and the fact that the recipe calls for use of shiitakes, which I have a relatively annoyingly-severe allergy to. The taffy is made from a mixture of red bell pepper juice, glucose, isomalt, glycerin, paprika and sugar. The recipe instructs me to cook these to 235F (just under soft ball stage) then ‘cut into 1″ squares’. This stuff ends up being the consistency of honey if you follow these instructions literally, making it pretty tough to cut and lift cleanly from the silpat the mixture is poured onto. For the second time making it, I cooked it up over 245F to try to firm it up more. This worked a bit better, but still doesn’t yield something I’d call cut-able. This makes it kind of messy to work with when placing the taffy (and embedded fried pumpkin seeds) on top of wagyu cubes, but the wagyu-taffy bite is warmed before serving, which makes the taffy go a bit goopy anyway. The bites are accessorized with smoked paprika pudding, yogurt pudding, a slice of acorn squash that’s been glazed with yogurt and paprika, a chip or two of dehydrated elephant garlic puree, and ‘webs’ of dehydrated roasted red pepper and the aforementioned shiitake mushrooms, which I cooked, dehydrated, and served without tasting. Sarah said these were among the best mushrooms I’d ever made for her, so I guess I got a little Beethoven thing going on there.


 

I omitted remaking the Pumpkin dish because I need a bit more time with it, but I did remake another Alinea dish: Venison, Encased In Savory Granola. A small medallion of raw venison is encased in a disc of granola made of fried celery root, fried onion chips, toasted oats, dried cherry, pistachios, puffed wild rice, salt, pepper, allspice and honey. This disc, molded into a metal ring mold, is baked to cook the venison, then left to cool long enough for the granola to set (while it simultaneously insulates the interior meat). The disc is served with a celery root puree with a spoonful of cherry sauce and toasted oat bubbles.

And finally, Cider Donuts. I adapted this recipe from here, using a few super-technical Alinea techniques like “using way, way more of everything to make the flavor as intense as possible”. Rather than reducing a cup of cider I reduced a gallon, infusing the cider with mace and cinnamon as it cooked. I also reduced a second gallon to make a cider syrup for dipping, and mixed a bit of that with icing sugar to make a glaze for the donuts.

Experiment, In Five Courses

In the documentary “It Might Get Loud”, Jack White says this peculiar thing about how when he’s playing at a concert, if he’s meant to move from the guitar to the piano and needs the piano to be 3 steps away from him in order to make the transition, he’ll put it further so that he has to move faster to get there in time.

I love this.

I’m not really supposed to love it. In the realm of working with technology, things are usually all about efficiency. Why do things the hard way if you can apply a bit of smarts to do them an easier (and maybe even better) way? While I dig the elegance involved in thinking like that, there’s something about White’s quote that resonates with me. Eliminating risk in the name of efficiency closes a lot of interesting doors that might otherwise be fun to explore.

This project offers no shortage of opportunity for exploration of creativity, and creativity needs an element of risk involved. Confidence buoyed by my Beef/Lamb adventure, I wanted to try cooking two dishes at once again. I could have done my usual bit of carefully setting up and photographing the intricacies of a dish in relative solitude and quiet, but rather than doing any of that I decided to push the piano bench a bit farther away and try cooking a 6-course dinner that included 2 Alinea dishes for 12 people.

Turns out I pretty much shoved the damn bench off the stage and into the alley outside, metaphorically-speaking.

A few weeks ago, in sifting through the cookbook to choose a few new Autumn dishes to work on, a couple jumped out at me: there’s a Wagyu beef dish with red peppers and pumpkin seeds, and a venison dish with celery root puree and something called “savory granola”.  Both of these involved sourcing some fairly large cuts of relatively exotic meat, so I decided to up the ante and invite a herd of friends over to share.

Admittedly I usually make these dishes in relative privacy for a few reasons. It usually takes me a few plating attempts before I get things working well enough that I’d want to show them to anyone else, take a photo of them, or serve them under what I’d consider to be ideal conditions–the bar I set for “well enough” has grown higher and higher with each dish iteration.  Because it’s always the first time through for me with each of these, planning for things to be ready at a certain time is a little hard. It’s also hard for me to justify asking all my friends to travel to our place for a few tiny bites of food that couldn’t ever really comprise a full meal, but I figured a dual-feature of wagyu and venison might kinda-sorta get me closer to being able to offer something worth coming over for.  I like to overdo things (and I wanted to absolutely make sure no one left hungry), so I decided to ratchet things up a little more and try to do a full menu’s worth of cooking. After a few days of planning, I landed on 6 things I wanted to try to make:

  • At my first dinner at Alinea, they had a course similar in form to the Idiazabal dish but made with lobster bisque. I wanted to try something similar with Tomales Bay oysters, since my friends and I dig spending days at Tomales Bay eating oysters and boozing on cheap beer. The idea was to make a broth from oysters, fennel, tarragon, bay, and Coors Light, make a dough from the broth, overcook the dough, dehydrate it, then fry it to puff it into a Tomales Bay oyster chee-toe. I would garnish this with Tabasco and citrus powders to echo the flavors we tended to baseline with when gorging on oysters.
  • James and I had a conversation earlier this year about what one could do with watermelon other than “cut it up and put it on a plate”. I wanted to surprise him with something highlighting watermelon, so I cribbed some ideas from the Coffee and Mandarin dishes and came up with a Watermelon capsule filled with tequila cream. This was paired with grapefruit shortbread, dried candied grapefruit zest, lemon verbena pudding, watermelon pudding, licorice syrup, dehydrated grapefruit pulp, and (no shit) Bud Light Lime Gel.
  • Alinea’s autumnal “Kuroge Wagyu, Squash, Yogurt, Smoked Paprika Taffy”, featuring small cubes of wagyu-style beef topped with a red pepper taffy with embedded fried pumpkin seeds, a warm slice of acorn squash glazed with smoked paprika yogurt, webs of dried roasted red peppers and shiitake mushrooms, and dots of yogurt and red pepper paprika puddings.
  • A dish adapted from the Mugaritz cookbook, featuring warm cooked pumpkin cubes paired with sweet potato and a coffee-marscapone cream.
  • The second Alinea dish, “Venison, Encased in Savory Granola”, which is paired with celery root puree, cherry sauce, and toasted oat bubbles
  • For dessert, Cider donuts

First, the sourcing of the meats.  When Sarah took me to The French Laundry a few months ago, one of the courses they served involved a steak from Snake River Farms. It was the most staggering bite of meat; it tasted like an entirely new animal, so unique was the flavor. The menu laid bare where they sourced their meat from, so I called up Snake River to talk with them about getting the requisite 5-lb ribeye I needed, along with some rendered wagyu beef fat. Snake River, I learned, has two beefy arms of commerce: they sell pre-packaged and pre-portioned cuts to consumers like your humble narrator, and also sell wholesale to restaurants. They were happy to work with me on searching for a 5-lb ribeye (their site notes only 7-lb ones) — which saved me $50 on the beef — but couldn’t help with wagyu fat, as that’s something they only provide through their wholesale component. No biggie, rendering my own beef fat is easy enough. The beef itself showed up the next day complete with its own instruction manual, a very polished, high-detail description of managing temperatures for my precious hunk of wagyu. The first thought that went through my head as I scanned it was Tracy Jordan on 30 Rock saying “I’m not doing ANY of this, Liz Lemon!”

I also needed to source venison, and in doing so learned the following: you can’t buy wild venison because the FDA can’t certify the health of the animal or its diet, which means one has to farm venison to sell it in retail shops. Farming venison takes a shit ton of space, because deer like to run and jump and frolic, and this takes giant fences and lots of space to keep them happy. In America we love our beef, so it’s way more profitable to use that land for raising cattle. New Zealand provides 85% of America’s legal venison product. The Alinea book mentions nothing about where they source their venison, but I checked the French Laundry book and they note D’artagnan, which resells imported New Zealand venison at what I’ll politely call “a premium”. Eleven Madison Park mentions in their cookbook that they source from “Millbrook Venison Products”. I wasn’t sure what to make of the New Zealand thing; I figured it must be frozen for such a long trip, and I wonder if people use it because it’s the best they can get, not because it’s the Best (but honestly I have no idea; the assumption that it’s frozen in transit is a blind one). My gut tells me if I can find fresh, non-frozen venison, that might be the Most Awesome, so I called Millbrook Venison to see if they could overnight me a half saddle.

The very nice guy at the other end of the line said he could do it but that I’d be a little crazy to let him, because the shipping on it would be incredibly expensive. More expensive than imported New Zealand venison? Would it be worth it to get it unfrozen? I had no idea. The guy at Millbrook said he ships to a few restaurants in the bay area, including La Folie, and suggested I call them to ask if I could buy a half saddle from them and skip paying shipping. This sounded like a bit of a nutty idea, but I tried anyway; I phoned La Folie and left a message asking them about it, but they’re snooty and french and never called me back.

After a bit of asking around, a friend at work mentioned I should call Golden Gate Meats over in the Ferry Building (I’m not offering the link to their site because they have a terrible song playing in the background of the page and I’m just not going to do that to you, friends). The butcher I spoke with was awesome and very helpful, and offered to order me a loin and a tenderloin for arrival the next day. When I went to pick it up, sure enough they had set it aside with my name on it, which admittedly felt a little awesome. I asked the butcher where the meat was from (I assumed New Zealand); he mentioned it was actually from an elk farm outside Denver in Colorado, but that what happens is the farm probably sells their deer to a larger slaughterhouse for processing before it’s shipped to GG Meats. This is actually exactly how the cattle farm I grew up on works: Dad would take young cattle who were of prime age for beef up to an auction house to sell them off to bidding slaughterhouses, who would then take the cattle, process them, and sell the product to grocery stores or butcher shops around the state.

Meats sourced, I went grocery shopping Friday night after work, then came home and started cooking. This continued almost solidly through the next two days right up until meal time at 6pm Sunday. It turns out that this was almost exactly my maximum capacity as an individual, and even then I needed to tap in help at a few key moments. Mike and Kate generously offered to bring dinner over Saturday (suspecting I wouldn’t have time to make it myself…they were right), then hung around the next day helping me work on everything in between cheering for the Patriots.

The Oyster Cracker idea I had failed at the last minute; the crackers failed to puff, so I had to take them off the menu. I think the idea is sound and could work well, I just need to figure out how to make the cracker dough more glutenous so it traps water and is a little stretchier. Everything else went more or less smoothly, though I was working right up to when people arrived. This had a couple of not-great ramifications: 1) I couldn’t set up my photo gear and take chic photos of everything per usual, and 2) I didn’t have an opportunity to plate things before serving them for the first time. Foreshadowing, friends.

Erik showed up a few hours early to help out; this turned out to be one of the most key moves of the weekend. I mentioned a few posts back that he’s been exploring fancy cooking in his free time as well, though he both of us have generally spent most of our time on our own trying to figure things out for ourselves. He came over Sunday afternoon ready to contribute in a few ways I didn’t even expect but deeply appreciate, including bringing over his sharpening stone and sharpening my knives before service…this was just awesome.

Apologies for the second movie reference of the day, but in the cheesy-but-still-kinda-cool movie “Limitless”, the main character takes a pill that causes his brain to operate at a higher capacity than it normally does; in the scenes were he starts ‘tripping’ on this drug, there’s a neat audio trick the sound guys do where they intersplice whirring warming-up jet engine turbines with the film’s score to highlight him becoming more aware of his surroundings and starting to process more and more information at once. As douchey as this might sound, it’s a little bit how it feels to go from a relatively calm, quiet kitchen to one teeming with guests and the sudden motivation to care for them. There’s a bit of an electric crackle of energy that’s absent when I’m working quietly and very slowly near the end of a dish when I’m carefully plating it and taking photos of it.

As it turns out, this is also where things can start going wrong (or, to be less self-critical, “differently than I would have liked”). I’m suddenly aware of things like simultaneous plate serving temperatures of everything, consistency in portion size, etc. Doing this stuff precisely once or twice alone is a good thing before expecting to be able to do it in front of a dozen people. As it stood, I was figuring it all out as I was going, and got it wrong almost every time.

Thankfully I have some pretty great friends who are both blind to the nuances I get really fussed up over and also extremely eager to help when I get a little overwhelmed. Unwrapping and plating all the watermelon-tequila capsules was something that wouldn’t have worked very well if I was doing them one at a time, but with 3 other people it was done in seconds.

Side note about the watermelon capsules; I had this idea to try to dehydrate watermelon pulp, powder it, and mix it with pop rocks as a component of this dish. Mike and Kate suggested trying something more exotic, like savory pop rocks. I thought this was a pretty rad idea, and after some talk we landed on cilantro. As neat as it sounded at the time, on the plate I wasn’t sure it worked so well; everyone could agree they were interesting but probably didn’t fit well with the rest of the flavors.

While nothing looked as perfectly pretty as I would have liked, one dish in particular was visually just terrible. The Pumpkin/Sweet Potato/Coffee dish should be served warm, so I plated pumpkin and sweet potato then put the plates in a warm oven. I’d cured the pumpkin in syrup after cooking them until they were tender, and the sweet potato was cooked with vanilla and sugar. The sweet potato I bought had turned out to be an odd green inside (I can’t recall the variety…it tasted great, but looked like salsa verde or something). When the warm plates came out of the oven and I tried smearing coffee marscapone on the plate, the cheese melted immediately…it looked like a sad sloppy blob of melting chocolate ice cream. There was no salvaging this at all really…it looked terrible to me and I almost wanted to scrap it, but then figured it might be a pretty funny example of missing the proverbial piano bench entirely. Several people have mentioned being curious about what it looks like when things go horribly wrong on this project…this is a pretty good example of it. I served it anyway, and it tasted nice, but man, it was ugly as hell.

The biggest production was dealing with the Venison Encased in Granola; I didn’t have 12 same-sized ring molds, so I just had to improvise with the sets I had and try to figure out how to dole out the portions properly. Plating this thing was pretty intense, but Erik and James helped get it all done.

The one thing I had done before (and unsurprisingly, the thing that went the most smoothly) was making cider donuts, served with warm cider icing and cider-mace syrup.

There were things that disappointed me about this whole thing, each of which revolve around the discrepancy between my taste and my ability. Nothing looked nearly as tidy and pretty to me as I would have liked, there were things wrong/broken with every dish (the red pepper taffy in the Wagyu dish was a mess) that I didn’t have time to remake, and I have no fancy photos to show of anything (I didn’t actually touch a camera at all — these photos are all courtesy Sarah). But I still walk away from the experiment feeling happy and satisfied: I learned a lot about a lot about my limits, how much risk can be involved before it overwhelms things, and how much room is needed for creativity. And I think most things tasted nice for everyone, and we didn’t need to order a pizza. The most fun moments for me were the most stressful, but also the ones where I was getting the most help from friends, and it felt neat to acutely become aware of a helping hand giving me room to think. I have a deeper appreciation for what’s involved with things for people like David or others doing more professional dinner adventures, and realize I’m nowhere close to being able to hang with that caliber of chef…yet.

Maybe the nicest moment I’ve had was this morning when I was walking in to work and was thinking about what I wanted to say here. There were piles of autumn leaves everywhere and I remembered that I’d really wanted to do the Alinea thing where I covered my dining table with leaves or lined our entryway with fresh hay and pumpkins, but just didn’t have the time to do it by myself. But rather than being mad at myself for all the stuff that didn’t go right I just thought “Oh yeah that’ll be cool as shit next time I try this”, and undoubtedly everything will be just a little bit better.

Baby steps.

 

Tatami Iwashi

I’m gonna try phoning a friend here. There’s one dish in the Autumn menu that’s ridiculously simple save one very elusive ingredient: tatami iwashi (畳イワシ), or “dried sardine sheet“. I’ve been looking for a pack of these Japanese snacks for 3 years so far, and have never found them. I can find packs of dried sardines, but they’re loose/individual fish rather than cracker-like sheet crisps. I traded a few emails several months ago with Alinea’s Culinary Liason, and he mentioned having a source in Japan for these (!), but communication about it dropped off because, well, working at Alinea/Next apparently demands attention.

The things seem like they should be readily-available at Asian grocers, but despite going to dozens around here, they remain elusive.

If anyone out there in the internetz comes across these, could I trouble you to give me a shout to point me in the direction I might look for them? I would be ever so grateful…

 

Coffee, Passion Fruit, Buckwheat, Mint

Whole lotta stuff happening all at once here lately; we’re two weeks away from wrapping work on the project I’m on at work currently so the hours are a little intense. I’m working specifically as an Effects Artist on this project, which generally involves making a lot of ‘natural phenomenon’-type things like fire, water, rain, mist, etc. Sarah and I are also gearing up to visit New Zealand soon; it’s been two years since we left and this will be our first trip back. We’re both extremely excited and also admittedly a little nervous — I think we’ve tried our best to make peace with leaving the place we love so very much, but I anticipate having some ‘feelings’ when we get back down there. In between the work hours I’ve been trying to align the stars for another couple of dishes over the coming days that I hope to complete before taking a break to travel. And, last week I got an interesting email that’s added something new to this dish here.

My friend Josh recently left work here to go to Lytro. Lytro makes a peculiar little camera that ‘captures light fields’. Josh explained this to me briefly: there’s a very thin array of multiple tiny lenses covering the camera’s sensor that allows the camera to capture intensity and directional information about the incoming light. This information allows Lytro to computationally reconstruct an image at various focus points after it’s been captured…effectively allowing users to refocus an image after it’s been taken. Their current application of this is allowing people to share these photos; Lytro calls them “Living Photos”, and viewers can click around the image to refocus it as they like (and, ugh, apologies if you see a big blank space below: try refreshing the page. I keep having trouble actually getting these Lytro images to show up properly and am not sure why):


When I heard about this camera and first saw this Living Photo thing, I admittedly felt a little skeptical. I like regarding the photographic medium as a way of telling a story; controlling focus is often a pretty vital tool in telling that story. Allowing users to refocus however they like takes a degree of control away from a photographer. Plus, frankly, I found the actual presentation of the photos a little gimmicky. I thought the idea of a refocusable image might have merit, but the end way they were presenting their product seemed to be targeting an audience I didn’t really understand.

ANYWAY. Josh and I traded some emails last week that eventually meandered around to the suggestion of trying to use one of these to photograph some food. At this point the potential of the camera settled on me: Alinea dishes are inherently exploratory, so a medium that allows viewers to explore things could work really well here. It’s very often that I shoot a dish from the same angle using multiple focus points, and I usually choose one more or less arbitrarily, regretting that people can’t see the food as I’m seeing it (and of course posting multiple photos from the same angle is lame and boring). I’m interested in getting the camera situated ‘inside’ the dish, as if we’re viewing it as a landscape or as architecture, but doing this runs into limitations with macro photography…plus my camera is big and difficult to get super-close to things. The Lytro camera has a much smaller form factor than my camera, so I could get it closer to the food, and the refocusable aspect of the final images (I hoped) meant others could get a little more involved in exploring the dishes.

The idea seemed like it could be cool, so Josh loaned me his Lytro to play with. Funky camera in hand, I started in to working on this dish. The centerpiece of this thing is a capsule made of coffee that’s filled with a mint cream. It’s complimented by a serving of buckwheat ice cream. Holding both frozen items in place are small chunks of coffee cake and crumbs of a buckwheat streusel, and alongside both are dots of coffee pudding, passionfruit pudding, and mint gel. A few shards of dehydrated passionfruit curd are scattered about, along with two hershey-kiss-shaped peppermint puffs. The entire dish is garnished with tiny mint leaves.

There are a couple “do this overnight”-type steps in this one, so I dug into those first.  I made a passionfruit curd from passionfruit juice, sugar, glucose, and butter. Passionfruits in and of themselves aren’t terribly ‘juicy’ (more ‘pulpy’), so I bought some passionfruit juice before noticing that it’s actually passionfruit pulp mixed with pear juice. The juice tastes nice and decidedly passionfruity, but not quite as punchy as a real passionfruit. I tried artificially boosting up the impression of passionfruit flavor by adding a bit of citric acid, which was mildly successful but still left me wondering if there’s a more-passionfruity juice I should have hunted for. At any rate, the curd is left to firm in the fridge, then smeared onto a dehydrator tray and left to dehydrate for 24 hours.

The first time I did this, I apparently smeared the curd too thick, because after 24 hours I ended up with something that worked like this:

Bleh. It took me a second try — spreading the curd much thinner — before the curd dried into something like a crispy potato chip and I got it to work like this:

Heads-up that if you live in a moist, humid environment (like, say, the Bay Area this past week) and are working in a warm kitchen this stuff stays dry and crispy for about a minute before turning into a gummy sticky mess. Stay sharp, chefs.

The other longer step was making the peppermint puffs, and these were extremely peculiar. I’ve made puffs before, but these were much more of a production in terms of mucking around with temperatures. The gist is that I steeped some mint leaves in hot water to make a strong mint ‘tea’, mixed in some Methocel F50 and cooled the mixture in the fridge for several hours, heated it to 140F on the stove, then cooled it again overnight. I’m not quite sure what the heating step accomplished; this step wasn’t required when making the Cinnamon Puffs. After chilling the second time, the mint liquid is combined with sugars and mint extract and whipped until it forms something resembling a fluffy meringue, then dolloped onto dehydrator trays and dehydrated for about 12 hours until they’re light and crispy.


As the curd and puffs were dehydrating, I worked on making several puddings and gels: coffee pudding, passionfruit pudding, and mint gel. The coffee pudding recipe provided by the book involves a mixture of coffee and milk; this resulting pudding will eventually become the basis for the coffee capsules. But the plating instructions mention using some of the pudding as dots on the plate itself. The coffee dots pictured in the book don’t seem to have cream in them (they’re almost black, whereas the recipe’s coffee pudding is — as you’d imagine — milky brown). So I made a second batch of coffee pudding sans cream to garnish the plate. I don’t have an espresso machine, but rather a shitty italian stovetop percolator that works fine but can’t brew thick espresso quite properly, so my coffee pudding didn’t turn out as jet black as what’s in the book.

For the passionfruit pudding I again used the pear-passionfruit juice, and again tried to kick it up a little with some citric acid. The book has a LOT of recipes for puddings, most of which involve setting a liquid with agar then blending the resulting gel. Anything that deviates from this is interesting to me at this point; the passionfruit pudding called for adding a bit of xanthan at the end to the gel, which I hadn’t seen before. The recipe is rather small — anything less than about a cup of gel doesn’t work in my blender very well — so I tried blending the gel with an immersion blender before adding in the xanthan. What I ended up with was a little odd: the gel had a ‘snotty’ textural note to it, and I think the use of my immersion blender whipped in a lot more air bubbles than I normally see. The pudding was nearly a foam, and had a peculiar foamy quality to it when I tasted it. The passionfruit flavor was muted to begin with, and the added air and interesting texture ended up dulling the flavor release even more. It looked kind of neat, but I ultimately decided to try making it again in a larger batch and without the xanthan. This yielded something that looked much more familiar to me and tasted a lot crisper. It also hinted to me that whatever passionfruit juice Alinea uses probably has more acid and flavor than what I had ahold of. You can see the difference here; the foreground dot is the over-aerated batch, while if you focus on the background one you can see far fewer bubbles, a deeper color and a smoother texture. For the final plating I actually used dots of both just for variation.

To make mint gel, I mixed sugar, glucose, and water with some gellan gum to yield a gel. The book says to use High-Acyl gellan, which yields a soft, elastic gel, but then directs me to “slice the gel into shards with a knife”. I think we actually want to use Low-Acyl gellan, which yields hard, brittle, agar-like gels that break apart and resemble shards much more readily, but I kind of liked  the softness of the high-acyl version so I didn’t bother to fix it. The mint flavor comes from use of peppermint oil; this stuff is hella powerful and a few tiny drops are enough to flavor most anything, but the recipe calls for a full gram of the stuff. Heating this with the sugar was a little like working with the horseradish cream last time; it was super minty, and made my eyes water as the vapor hit them. Joe once told me about these crazy Japanese things called “Eye Mints“; I was reminded of them here. It felt like someone poured mouthwash on my face.

Gels sorted, I worked on a few baked goods next. I made a coffee cake flavored with Trablit coffee extract and cream. Once this had set into a nice spongy texture and cooled, I ripped it into small chunks for plating.


I also made a buckwheat streusel. This one was a little perplexing for me; it’s basically several flours (buckwheat, all-purpose, and almond) mixed with sugar and chunks of butter. The butter is meant to be ‘loosely incorporated’, so what I ended up with before baking was just a bowl of very dry ‘dough’ (more like…flour with chunks of butter):

After baking for 20 minutes or so, the butter had started to melt into little wet spots, but hadn’t quite permeated the full volume of the flour. So, I stirred it up a little and pressed it to redistribute, and continued baking until it looked like this:

I have no idea if this is right.  I asked Sarah about it and she said “You’re just going to crumble this up right? So…does it taste good?” Admittedly it did taste nice, but I couldn’t quite understand what I’d really done other than melt some butter into some flour. So, I went with it, but if anyone cares to opine about the nuances of streudeling I’d love to hear it.

To make buckwheat ice cream, I toasted some buckwheat groats until they were aromatic (having never smelled toasted buckwheat groats…they have a pretty distinctive, earthy/nutty smell that oddly [and perhaps appropriately] reminds me of autumn), then let these steep in milk to infuse it with their flavor. I then simmered the milk with some sugar and Stabi-Sorbet, spun it in an ice cream churn, and left it in the freezer to firm up. I’m meant to quenelle this ice cream for plating, but I just can’t seem to get the hang of this. My ice creams either turn out too firm or — as they soften — too ‘sticky’ to work properly. I’ve tried the two-spoon method with limited success (I have way more success screwing it up and swearing loudly), and definitely can’t get it going with one spoon. I can’t figure out if I should scrap this stabilizer and try a new one (the recipe actually calls for Cremodan 64), adjust the temperature of my freezer to be a bit warmer, or find some sort of “quenelling for food nerds” class around here or something, but I just can’t seem to get it right.

The last thing I worked on was making the mint cream filling for the interior of the coffee capsules. The recipe specifies use of “Get31″ creme de menthe, a french mint liqueur that’s pretty tricky to find in the US. I worked with Ledger’s Liquors in Berkeley for a few weeks trying to track down a bottle, but ultimately got a little impatient and at the recommendation of the owner tried a different creme de menthe by Tempus Fugit. Beautiful labeling aside, this liqueur is delicious. It has a clean icy mint flavor that’s not overpowering and also has some nice subtlety to it. Mint takes on a level of complexity when it’s cooked, and I recognized some of those flavors in here (which reassured me the flavor wasn’t wholly artificial). The liqueur is mixed with cream, sugar, and propylene glycol alginate, a stabilizer that adds body and thickness to the mixture when it’s frozen (the alcohol prevents the mixture from freezing, but use of the stabilizer causes it to take on a thickness it wouldn’t otherwise…it sorts turns out to be the consistency of the little tub of icing you get with Pillsbury Cinnamon Rolls).

My final step was building the coffee capsules themselves. Using the coffee-and-cream pudding I made earlier, I spread the mixture onto some squares of acetate and rolled them into tubes, just as I’d done with the Mandarin capsules from a while back. After freezing the tubes for a while, I first put on one cap of coffee pudding, froze the capsules again, then filled them with the mint cream, capped the other ends, and froze them one last time to complete.



I found the flavors of this dish lovely but ever-so-slightly disparate; the mint and passionfruit went together well, but the passionfruit and coffee failed to fully integrate themselves for me. I feel like the choice of coffee one uses is kind of a big deal; I used a dark espresso roast from Peet’s largely because that’s what we had in the fridge, but it wasn’t quite inky enough in flavor to match the tang of the passionfruit, and I kinda wished I’d just gone to a coffee shop and ordered the 5-6 espressos I’d need to make the puddings. They were tasty enough, just not 100% awesome for me. And I mentioned the passionfruit curd and puddings were a tick or two milder than I would have liked…in general I wish some of the flavors would have been more assertive, but that’s my fault, not the recipe’s. The mint flavors, aided with a lavish use of peppermint oil, came through loud and clear though, and the buckwheat flavor (while also not all-the-way integrated for me) was also very crisp and clear. James’ comment was “It’s not quite a dessert”, which I think might be true…it’s less sweet and decadent than some of the later desserts in Alinea’s menu, so I think this one might be one of the transitional dishes into the dessert courses.



As for the Lytro camera itself, I have mixed feelings about my experience. As it stands, the camera lacks some features that I rely on heavily for this project. I use infrared-triggered flashes to light things…this lets me control the color and intensity of the lighting in each shot. The Lytro camera has no way to fire flashes, so my entire lighting setup was voided with it. It’s possible to fall back to lights that don’t flash (these stay on all the time, and are called “hot lights”…because they get really freaking hot), but I don’t own any. Not wanting to buy an entirely new light setup for the sake of trying this camera notwithstanding, hot lights pose a pretty severe problem for delicate food photography (like, say, a plate of frozen food) for obvious reasons. I do have a halogen work lamp that I tried using, but it too gets super hot and is very yellow, so it wasn’t great to work with. You can sort of see here the coffee capsule starting to collapse from the heat in the background:

Another difficulty is a lack of postprocessing tools for Lytro images. Every image I share here is postprocessed to some degree; usually I’m sweetening colors, balancing exposure, and in some cases removing distracting artifacts like dust or odd reflections. White Balance (the ability to tell the camera/developing software how to represent ‘white’) is absent; this means the camera tries to guess how it should best represent colors, often guessing differently than I would like. As an example, here’s an unbalanced photo taken with my regular camera using just the overhead lighting in our house at night (tungsten bulbs):

Here’s the same image using my lights (but not digitally altered):

And here’s the same image with some basic digital development done; I’ve cropped it a bit to straighten it, and sweetened some of the greens and orange/yellows that my camera fails to register properly on its own:

This honing of things is an important part of this process to me, and not being able to do it at all with the Lytro images is tricky.

The form factor of the camera has some appeal though, and Lytro built an onboard processor into the camera that allows them to push out upgrades to both the camera and its software online…this is pretty neat and means they could potentially push out a software update in the future that would allow me to develop the photos as I would like. And I feel like there’s some fundamental appeal to being able to explore this particular subject. I might continue to play with it a bit more, backed up by use of my regular camera.

 

 

 

Shellfish Sponge, Horseradish, Celery, Gooseberry

I feel like I’m moving a little sluggishly here lately; work remains intense and will be for another month or so, and the shift in seasons carries with it a need to be sensitive to how/where I’m sourcing things. I’m still figuring out how to source venison, bison, and wagyu for some upcoming dishes, and think I have some leads but it takes some pre-planning to get everything scheduled out properly.  There’s also the added element of maintaining balance: I want to spend time with Sarah and other loved ones, need to spend time at work, and also want to dedicate attention to this project. It ends up meaning my hours are very deliberate.

But I digress. For this dish, I bought a giant dick.

Ok, not really. There are two ingredients in this dish that were tricky for me; one was Gooseberries, which I found last summer at Berkeley Bowl and managed to cajole into something edible. I spotted these at the SF Ferry Building Farmer’s Market about three weeks ago and have been closely keeping tabs on them. Gooseberries (or “ground cherries”, as the chefs at work call them) are usually summer fruits in the Bay, and I was a little paranoid about them going out of season before I could get my hands on the other tricky ingredient here: geoduck.

Geoduck (pronounced “gooey duck”, or “gui duck” if you’re a fishmonger, apparently) is neither gooey nor related in any way to waterfowl. The word stems from a Native American term that translates to “dig deep”. Geoduck are long (long, long, long)-necked clams; the Wikipedia page on these things is fascinating. I learned that these clams can live to be over 140 years old, that they have very few predators other than humans, and that they’re prized in Asian culture for their unique texture and briny, savory-sweet flavor. I also learned that, well, they look like giant, really super-disturbing genitalia. I’ll leave reading through the Wikipedia page as an exercise for the reader, with one exception: this is my absolute favorite factoid about geoduck:

The geoduck is the official mascot of The Evergreen State College, located at the southernmost tip of Puget Sound in Olympia, Washington. The school’s Latin motto, Omnia Extares (or, “let it all hang out”) is at least partially intended as a tongue-in-cheek reference to the creature’s phallic appearance.

YOU GUYS, THE SCHOOL’S MOTTO IS “LET IT ALL HANG OUT”. Meeting someone who has gone to this school is a new item of aspiration for me.

Ok, anyway. I’ve been calling around about geoduck for the past several weeks. Geoduck is extremely common in the Pacific Northwest, but the warm weather usually accompanying September and the beginning of our Autumnal season around here carries with it a surge of harmful algae and bacterial infections (“Red Tide”); fisheries up and down the coast close down to avoid distribution of contaminated shellfish during this period, which of course includes geoduck. Monterey Fish told me they could fly down some geoduck from Alaska with a weeks’ notice, but given that the shellfish is so common to the area and that it’s already pretty expensive, I decided to roll the dice and try to wait out the red tide without seeing gooseberries go out of season.

On Friday afternoon, Sarah called to let me know she found gooseberries at Berkeley Bowl. I immediately called around to see if any local fish markets were seeing geoduck come back in stock. Tokyo Fish Market in Berkeley had gotten a shipment in that very day, they told me, so I asked them to hold one for me and asked Sarah to snag me a bag full of the gooseberries. I headed up to the fish market to snag the freakiest thing I’ve bought for this project so far.

I really want to love Tokyo Fish Market, but every time I’ve been there in the past (looking for prepackaged Japanese ingredients like Junsai or Tatami Iwashi) I’ve struck out. But I haven’t spent a ton of time looking over their fish selection. Turns out…it’s staggeringly awesome. They had fresh live geoduck as well as pre-prepared sashimi of it (the Japanese term for the clam is “Mirugai”; to shop adeptly at the market it’s very helpful to know the japanese terms for fish products), as well as a host of other shellfish. This recipe also called for mussels and littleneck clams, both of which they handily stocked and which looked fantastic.

So I made it home with a cooler full of littlenecks, mussels, and…this guy.

The cookbook describes characteristically-briefly how to prepare this thing — it’s blanched for a moment to loosen the skin (and kill the thing), then the outer skin is stripped off and the interior meat is sliced lengthwise first (to allow rinsing of any sand trapped in the interior siphon), then crosswise into very thin sheets of geoduck sashimi. Rather than taking lots of photos of this process, I’ll just point to the video I referred to when learning how to approach doing this. Once I had the thing sliced into small thin bite-sized pieces, I stored it on ice in the fridge while I got to work on the other shellfish. 

I cleaned the clams and mussels, then steamed them (one species at a time) in a bath of vermouth, fennel, shallot, bay, and tarragon until they opened. I kept the resulting stock, and stored the meat from the shells on ice with the geoduck while I worked on the other components, knowing I had only a few hours or so to complete the whole dish lest the delicate shellfish start degrading too much.

At the same time I was working with steaming the shellfish, I brought some salted water to boil for blanching some celery. The blanching process was to saturate and lock the color of the chlorophyll in the celery; you can see here the difference the blanching process offers to green vegetables…the green takes on a beautiful brightness that wouldn’t otherwise exist.

I juiced the blanched celery, mixed the juice with some salt and sugar to season it, then put the liquid in the freezer. I stirred it every half hour or so until it took on a sorbet-like, crushed ice quality that tasted brightly of celery.

As the celery ice set, I worked on a few other things. I juiced a few chunks of horseradish root, to mix the juice with some creme fraiche to yield Horseradish Cream. Juicing a shitload of horseradish is…really something. You know how slicing onions makes you tear up a little? Inhaling the mist of a half pound of horseradish is a little like that, mixed with being maced by the Oakland police. I would have hated this if I didn’t really love horseradish and also have a deep respect for a root that could cause so much chaos in my kitchen. It was seriously amazing; I was choking and crying and couldn’t really get away from it. But, you know…respect. Respect to horseradish.

I also removed the calyxes (husks) from my gooseberries, and pureed them with some salt, sugar, and Ultra-Tex 3 (to thicken the juice) to yield Gooseberry Sauce.

Updated Note: several people have written to point out that these are in fact “Cape Gooseberries”, which I knew but failed to specify here until now. Cape Gooseberries are entirely different from Gooseberries. While the Alinea cookbook doesn’t specify “Cape Gooseberries”, the photo of the Gooseberry Sauce in the book is bright orange, while regular Gooseberries are green or red. I would have been incredibly confused by this had I not stumbled across Cape Gooseberries last year…and even so, there’s still an arguable note of ambiguity here. Nevertheless, I chose to go with Cape Gooseberries because I liked their tartness and felt the orange color was pretty awesome.

While working on the horseradish and gooseberry creams, I simmered the combined ‘stocks’ left over from steaming the clams and mussels, reduced it a bit, then strained and chilled it. This shellfish stock tasted richly of fragrant herbs and shellfish. I mixed the stock with gelatin and whipped it with an immersion whisk over an ice bath; the ice bath rapidly cooled the mixture and allowed the gelatin to set, while the aeration from the whisk caused the mixture to foam…it was sort of like making a meringue. I used this technique once before when working on the Rhubarb dish a few years ago; I think it’s so awesome. The resulting meringue is dolloped in a few big heaps (one per serving) onto a sheet tray then frozen. What I ended up with was something sort of like a shellfish-stock-tasting marshmallow, only more delicate. This becomes the centerpiece for the dish: the Shellfish Sponge.

As the sponges rested in the freezer, I prepared to plate everything. I needed to clean the shellfish meats. This part was particularly inscrutable; the book provides no diagrams and only the most brief of instructions as to how to ‘fillet’ mussels and trim clams. I feel fairly confident I got the mussels right (in that what I ended up with matches what’s in the book), but not at all confident that I fabricated the clams the way that’s intended. Basically I just tried to make them look tidy, without any odd raggedy bits or gills. I couldn’t find much in the way of online resources to help describe this delicate and tedious process.

But, whatever. I plated the dish starting with the shellfish sponge, onto which I placed several mussel fillets, some of the geoduck slices, and a few trimmed clams. I also garnished it with some tiny celery dice and some fresh microgreens, and placed around it dots of the gooseberry sauce and horseradish cream. The dish is finished with a big spoonful of celery ice just before it’s presented.

 

In terms of flavor, I really loved this dish. It’s refreshing and light while still being savory and very flavorful. I dig the trick of presenting savory flavors cold; it’s unusual and surprising, and the temperature keeps even the boldest flavors from feeling too bottom-heavy. The sponge and shellfish meats are deliciously briny and herbal, and the horseradish cream and gooseberry sauce add nice accents (the horseradish is wasabi-like, and the gooseberry sauce is bright, tart, and critic). The celery sweetness underscores the sweetness of the shellfish in a way that — while surprising — also tastes remarkably natural and sensible. And I’m very happy for waiting for the timing to be right for this one; as I push through the more-intricate dishes, managing the timing of everything requires more and more sensitivity to the seasons, which I’m thankful to learn more about.

Stepping back from this though, there are some ways I’d love to improve. I have a tendency to overdo things, and tend to over-garnish or over-portion things.  I know full well that with maturity in a craft comes restraint and knowing how to have a more subtle hand, and I’d like to get better at that. I feel sure it’s the sort of thing that comes from repetition, and that’s one slight bummer about this project — my insistence of moving forward means I don’t revisit things as often as I feel I should. I think given another several chances to try each dish, I could hone them to something I’m happier with, and with that would come some more opportunities to learn some of the subtler lessons to be ferreted out of this project.